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I just realized that i care a lot with the way i talk and how my post will look like when i publish it. Maybe i shouldn't care so much about it right? Yeap,i shouldn't care. Yesterday i went Orchard with mum and sister to shop. Bought lots of stuff but mostly are for new year,too early isn't it? Haha. I'm not going for MAMA and i'm depressed over it. SuperJunior is coming,SNSD is coming but i'm not going. I want to be like Sharlene,going for everything and got backstage pass for MAMA. Plus Leeteuk not coming for SuperShow Singapore,he just make me cry again. You know the chance of getting to see him is so freaking little and he's telling me that he is not attending SuperShow sg. Just kill me already. I tweet to him and hopefully he see it,please just stay and go later. Sometimes,it kinda shock me how much impact i have because of him. To the point that i actually cry for days because of him/sj. The make me cry so many times. ): I want to be a Korea-Elfs,it seems like they have the most priority in almost everything. #justsaying Singapore are like nothing to them? #justsaying i love walkin,opera,a-day,andante. 
I want Christmas to come now,this occasion make me feel so comfortable. I want a white Christmas but who is going to spend it with me?