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12.29 now. I'm sleeping soon,my eyes are literally half open. Dreading about going to school tomorrow...Lessons are officially starting tomorrow and my teachers are "awesome" Have to rush home after school tomorrow(?) because i have to attend wedding dinner. And it totally sucks because wednesday i got tuition ):

Sungmin and Donghae are going on Pit A Pat Shake,WGM respectively. I don't know what reaction i should give. I'm a bad elf because i don't like it/support it. I think i'm the only one who feel that way. Teuk is already taken and another 2 are gone. Somehow i just wish someone will understand me,understand why i don't like it.I really like them and it sucks to know that they are going to be on show like that. Sigh....seems like no one will understand. I'm a bad elf and i know it. I'm sorry.

Everyday in school i have always been talking about Super Junior/Teuk. And it has been on a daily basis. This has been on for years and i don't get it why you are telling me to stop when we just met and because you are out of kpop and get annoyed when someone talked about kpop. You are out but i'm not,live with it because it won't stop. ChooiYin said you changed and it felt like it. You suck. And because of you,everyone is also asking me to stop and all. If one day,i drift away from my friends blame it on her.

WHAT HAPPENED TO MY FRIENDS? 



Another friend of mine has totally changed. She became good friends with the bad kids in school. Spouting vulgarities everyday,being a nuisance in school. Scolding me saying i was annoying and you are irritated by me? Well,you know nothing. You can always go ahead and side your senior and juniors. Save up your pre-paid and text them for all you want. Like you said,you don't want to text us? Don't text then. I don't care anymore.